looking up at you, you seem so far away.
lost in your own world, but its your own world that you fear.
as you hide in your comfort zone, things passing by cause you to cower.
and you try to avoid these by feigning ignorance.

you are nothing like her.
nothing like the one i used to like.
incomparable, incomprehensible, forever out of reach.



two days ago i watched wall-e. wtf, gay show.
or thats what i thought.

i think that the expression of love and freedom in the movie is incomparable and incomprehensible.
unrequitedness in the face of adversity.
humanity despite heartlessness.

this are the things people lack these days.
after a year and a half serving her, i don't feel any smarter.
despite the marvelousness of the show, it fails to touch on one point.

jealousy.

when there is no challenge, humans will become ineffecient, useless, rubbish.
when there is too much of a challenge, it breeds a violent, deadly race brimming with hateful killing intent, when unguided.

but hey, wall-e's not exactly human.

well then, neither am i.