i wonder if i'm doing things the right way? you know, like everytime you take a step, do you check everytime if you're going in the right direction? only god knows in the end. i feel myself distancing too much from what matters to me, here, now and my future. still very unsure.

reading stories on xm's blog so fun, yeah. but then, what ami able to do? all stories in the world are nothing compared to the truth of the world. so what is the truth?


i shld just not think so much. (: and yet not become an idiot.

optimist, optimist. today will be better than ytd.