you know what, girl.

its only been 1 day.

but i really miss not having you around anymore. seriously.

even if i might not be in love with you, i still miss you.

i miss having someone always there to talk to me.

someone whose some parts of their soul matches with mine, who has similar personality as me.

she went to ij, he went to poly, she's always busy, he's away at work.

and now, you also have to go.

this distance is seriously hurting me, even though i know i can live without you.
you also know how it feels for someone to suddenly go away...
you also know how it feels if someone asked to be a little more distant...
even though i need it, even though you need it...

sometimes what we need is what hurts us the most.
but sometimes what we need is actually not what we need.

if missing is a sign of love, then i don't want to forget you.
cause i'd love you from when my eyes open to just before my eyes close.

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gpp sucks-.-