mirror post.

when its over, its over. i just gotta force myself to accept it.

isnt it great that its over?
now i can finally relax, knowing that i'm not wanted, and i'm free to go?

isnt it fun that i can join the fun loving nm who also stay and seem to do more?

isnt it fun that i get to go with other new people instead of hanging out with people i'm used to?

i feel so great.
so shiok.

its great to be like this, to be disliked by the people who dislike me and able to join others who will acknowledge my prescence. with compliments.
i cant wait to study again.

its a mirror post. what a great liar.

i'm sure my absence won't be missed by anyone.

dust in the corner of the room doesnt fill it when its there, doesnt empty it if its not.